This experimental short film demonstrates the artist’s self-consciousness exploration of early stage. The disillusionment of goldfish indicates suspicion and criticism of his early life, death concretes individual’s spirit, therefore it forms a transition to a new cognitive direction in the end. The surrealistic narrative is presented with poetic, unstructured and metaphor language, which is the essence of spiritual mind of the artist, stating the individual’s historical events with psychological mechanism and experience of self-consciousness. As being a ‘patient’, the artist was satisfied by fulfillment of self-consciousness exploration, then audiences would be lead to the spiritual space with silence passively in which the audiences would be incapable of rational judgment and cognitions being part of the author’s private process of consciousness. From the language to the visual elements, they are not recognized and understood by reality as what we used to know. It is new recognition and definition of the world through the artist's conscious.